For my Love…
I know I’m not perfect and I don’t want to be. You are not perfect and we will never be. So we don’t have to pretend that we are a perfect couple, because we are not but we love each other and that’s enough. We belong to each other and this is so beautiful but we can’t make promises. Why?! Because promises are not our type. Once you told me that you want to be forever with me and now it’s a lie. I know we will love each other for a lifetime but we can’t say that we will be together for a life. I think this is clear. This makes me sick… because forever is never happening. But one thing for sure is that I will love you forever deep in my veins and deep in my heart. Everything is changing and that’s good but sometimes I can’t change my mind and my attitude for a better life because sometimes all I want is to stay in this place and stay with you right here and right now. Sometimes I just want to stop everything and take a deep breath with you. And the saddest thing that I will never move on you… Never.
For now I want you to know that I’m a big girl even though I cry many times and even if I can’t think straight because I’m so sensitive. But while you are here I will make you happy. We will do many things together. We will eat dinner for breakfast and breakfast for dinner. We will go out with our friends and then we will go home and eat pizza at 3 a.m. We will laugh so much because we are the funniest people in the earth. We will watch as many movies as we can and eat as many ice creams as we can. We will fight but after the fight we will calm down and hug each other. We will do so many plans for the future and we will support each other because we are here for each other. We will travel to everywhere and do many adventures together because we live for new experiences and we live for happy moments. We want to discover the world and we want to grow. Now we can do this together and we say “forever” many times… But we now it’s a lie. We shouldn’t talk about it. Because for now everything is good and whatever happens we know we have so many memories. And memories belongs to us… Well..Forever!